New plan of action: start getting down to business AFTER the holidays. It's no use trying to avoid food when it's EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO. So. I will indulge and not worry about my weight because I will lose it after the holidays are over. Then I won't have an excuse to eat! Man, I feel like shit. But I might as well enjoy my holidays so I'm not miserable the whole time. I'm going to Arizona next week, and I WILL be 145 when I get back!!:)