I'm back!

I'm back, bitches! Acutally, I never left. I just stopped posting because...I don't even know. Laziness? Well the great news is that I'm in the low 150's and eating healthy! I feel the best I have in a long time. But I'm still not happy. I still want to lose 40+ pounds. I would give ANYTHING to live a day in my future 110 pound body. Anything. ANYTHING. The awesome news is that I can totally do it! In 4 months if I work really hard. 4 months seems like forever when you're hungry all the time. BUT. I want this. Even better motivation? My boyfriend. He likes me the way I am, so imagine how much more he'll like me when he can pick me up and spin me around..easily. GAAHH. I'm not going to starve just yet. I'm just going to cut out all junk food and eat healthy, healthy, HEALTHY. Starting right now, I will not allow myself to eat any junk food for the next 2 weeks. BECAUSE...in 2 weeks my boyfriend is coming to see me, and I want to look fucking AMAZING. AHH!:)